Dachau is Never Far Away



Dachau is Never Far away
(This journal extract was written in February 1987, when Agnes and I were conducting a retreat near Munich for Mennonite Central Committee volunteers working and studying behind the Iron Curtain. On this day, a Budapest volunteer couple and their twelve year-old son accompanied us to the Dachau Memorial Site.)
     As a part of the retreat, we allowed an afternoon for people to relax by seeing and hearing some of the sights and sounds of Bavaria. Most chose to visit the famous museums of Munich, but one volunteer couple and their son, Agnes and I decided to drive out to the memorial site, Concentration Camp Dachau.
     We drove the short distance from Eichstock to Dachau in the MCC Toyota, following the road signs that lead you on a winding route through the graceful hills of Bavaria. I remember that Agnes asked. “What do you suppose it would be like to live in Dachau? To say when asked, ‘I’m from Dachau.’ Would people always respond with, ‘Oh, you mean where the Nazis killed all those Jews?’” We agreed that if that were our address, we’d likely say, “I live near Munich.” And I remember the startling effect my first sight of road signs pointing to Dachau produced, posted along the roadside as they are, as though it were an ordinary place. And on the S-2 commuter train route, it’s just another stop like Petershaven, Esterhofen or Rohrmoos. A lot of people get off at Dachau; it’s a fair-sized city; a lot of people must say, “I come from Dachau.”
     The memorial site is the “cleaned up” concentration camp and it stands, surprisingly, on the outskirts of the city. Children probably walked along its outer walls on their way to school, laughing and talking, a stone’s throw from the overcrowded degradation and suffering that was Dachau. Indeed, a newspaper article preserved in the museum informs the 1935 public of Munich that a curious young man sneaking a look over the wall was treated to a night inside, that further trespassers would be rewarded with extended opportunities to find out what happens inside . . . first hand. Dachau happened right where the people were.
     It was raining lightly as we parked outside the block and barbed wire walls of the camp. Entering from the street side, we were actually coming in from the back. There were no entrances here when the camp was a prison. It takes five minutes to cross the enormous Appellplatz, the roll-call square, to get to the old entrance. As I crossed the square, I juggled camera, brochures and a notebook under an umbrella and read:
"Every morning and evening the prisoners had to parade on the Apellplatz. If a prisoner succeeded to escape, all inmates were ordered to attend the subsequent Strafappell (punishment roll-call) lasting a full night and half a day."

     I wanted to photograph the steel filigree gate with its cryptic Arbeit macht Frei motto.1 I remember thinking that the fact that I only had black and white film would be no loss; the gray rain and fog had reduced what little colour there was to muted pastels. The entrance gate was familiar to me from old photos and from films of the American liberation of Dachau. But to be there, to open that same gate myself, to imagine how it must have been for the over two hundred thousand desperate people who faced these notorious gates and never read the motto right-side-out again, was a crushingly moving experience. Arbeit Macht Frei. Many worked dawn to dusk, day after day, with short rations of bad food, in rain and cold, within these walls and on chain-gang excursions to various construction sites. Their reward was the freedom of death.
     Later, when overcrowding, disease and the demoralization of the Nazi’s reduced conditions in the camp to a level characterized by indescribable pain and misery, horse drawn wagons loaded with emaciated corpses would creak through these gates, on their way to the Krematorium and later to the Leitenberg, an enormous mass burial site near the prison.
     I took my photos of the gate and left.
     Only two barracks stand in the massive housing area, and these are reconstructions. A sign apologizes for the fact that only foundations remain of the other thirty-two barracks. The reconstructions include the double-decker bunks into which prisoners were crowded. Near the beds are rough wooden tables and benches, and in an adjoining room, latrine toilets, all public, and a gang washing apparatus. The walls are thin; there is no sign of a heater. I feel very cold, and leave after taking a few photographs.
     Standing between the two reconstructed barracks with your back to the Wirtschaftsgebäude (administration buildings), you look down the Lagerstrasse (camp street). It’s lined with poplars planted by the prisoners and as you begin to walk down Lagerstrasse, you hear the ghosts of the camp as it must have been. Old pictures of this street can be found, crowded with hundreds of starved prisoners in convict apparel marching to Appell, or sitting, leaning against a barrack wall, scraping the precious last bit of gruel from the bottom of a tin bowl.
     Had you walked down Lagerstrasse sometime after 1933 and before 1945, when the camp was liberated by the allies, you might have observed the following:

     The first two barracks you pass on your right are infirmaries. There is room here for 400 sick in a space that by modern standards would not accommodate a 30-bed hospital. On your left is the canteen. The second building on your right, besides being an infirmary, contains the Totenkammer (morgue) in which, later in the camp’s history, bodies were stacked like cordwood. 
      As you pass the Totenkammer, you note the screams coming from the fifth building on your right, screams heard by all the “regulars” in the barracks in between. Block 5 serves as a laboratory for a Doktor Rascher who subjects prisoners to incremental atmospheric pressure until their brains implode, or subjects them to extreme cold until they seem to be dead and then tries to revive them. The barrack looks like all the others, and is next door to the others. The doctor must be immune to the noises of pain; he writes up his data meticulously and can’t resist gloating a little over his successes.
     A few barracks further down Lagerstrasse, you notice three separated from the others by barbed wire. These are the Strafblöcke (penal barracks) for rearrested prisoners. They, because they have had the temerity to remain dissident, or gay, or Jewish, or communist after having been previously released, are now segregated for “severe treatment”.
     You near the end of your walk. On your left is the Priesterblock, a building reserved for arrested clergy, and you remember that even the testimony of God’s witnesses was silenced by this horror. And you remember that Dietrich Bonhöffer was hounded to his death under these conditions.
     Finally you emerge from Lagerstrasse. Here is a market garden where prisoners pull weeds and harvest the vegetables that will keep the strongest alive through the winter. A building against the wall to your right reeks of disinfectant. Here, new prisoners are sent to be disinfected, relieved of their clothes, their dignity and their freedom, thence to be herded into the baths like sheep and then issued their prison garb.
     And to your left, a gate. It leads to the crematorium. The road through the wall there is well trodden.
     You hurry back down Lagerstrasse, past the Priesterblock, the infirmaries, across the Appellplatz. Now you face the administration building. Here are the kitchens, the SS headquarters, and the notorious shower rooms where SS officers punished prisoners by whipping them or hanging them from rings in the walls.
     And if it is now, 1987, that you go there to see the administration complex, you will face first a grotesquely beautiful sculpture, a massive intertwining of writhing, suffering, naked human bodies, twisted together in a metallic display of agony. And if it is now that you enter this building, you will find row upon row of enlarged documents, photographs, decrees, artifacts of torture, all telling you how it was. And there will be a film, a black and white documentary about Hitler and the Nazis, and the hatred of Jews linked with the excesses of heady imperialism.  
     And you will notice many like you, walking about in a silent daze, some with tears in their eyes, some weeping openly, all with an expression of helpless, hopeless futility, knowing that on another day and place, they might, God forbid, have been called upon to be either villain or victim in this unspeakable drama.
     Behind the administration building is the still intact Lagerarrest (the jail). I went to see this alone, but it was locked. I peered in through the bars of the entrance and saw a range of small cells with small windows. “Why would you have a jail in a concentration camp?” Agnes asked when I described it later. A very good question. Inside the jail, no doubt, are even more strenuously punitive cells. Jails within jails within jails, like Russian eggs.
     The brochures fill in the significant facts:
1. Rudolph Hess, who is the only occupant (now a very old ex-Nazi) of a jail in Berlin, once worked here as a young SS officer.2
2. 6000 Russian POW’s were shot at the rifle range just outside the camp.
3. A gas chamber was built here but never used; prisoners from Dachau who were to be gassed were sent to Linz, Austria to the Hartheim Castle Gas Chamber.
4. Just before Allied liberation, the Nazis went on a killing spree at Dachau, and at least 7500 prisoners were killed or died of disease and starvation in the last few weeks of the camp.
     And statistically, it goes on and on.
     Joe and Julie weren’t sure that Reuben should see the film. He pressured, and they relented. If he had a response that was specific, he didn’t share it with me.
     On the way back to Eichstock, we stopped at a quiet inn in Markt-Innersdorf for coffee and Bavarian Apfelstrudel with whipped cream. We were subdued, silent, as if there was no topic worthy of the effort of making conversation after a morning in Dachau. No one seemed inclined to curse the dismal weather either. 
     The rich, hot coffee they served us, I remember, was some of the best I’d ever tasted.

1 Arbeit macht Frei. Work will set you free. This apparently appears on the gates of many of the concentration camps and one visualizes the mentality that placed it there. My intuition tells me that it was conceptualized at a time preceding the “final solution” and was intended to admonish prisoners to make up for the harm they had done to the state by offering their sweat and energy, thus regaining their freedom.
2 The Nuremberg Tribunal sentenced Rudolph Hess to life imprisonment in 1946. From 1966 – August 17, 1987, when he died, he was the lone occupant of the notorious Spandau Prison in Berlin, an institution originally built to house 600 prisoners.

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